Forgetting is not easy but it can be if you started to accept everthing.For how many years we’re together, living without him is a new life to face. After all, I can manage not to think of him for an hour, and not to cry every time I think of him. I’m happy with my life now, I’m gradually staying contented of what I have and I’m happy with the persons around me. Of course my friends and family became as supportive as they are. They’re inviting me on dinner, watch movies, talk and laugh together, and do everything that is funny.
I decided also to reduce my weight so that it will not be so hard for me to get work after I graduate, well that is two years from now. I’m not really fat as what you think of but it’s just that it requires fitness on working in hospitality industry. I eat rice maximum of one cup, I sleep eight hours a day, I go jogging once a week for about an hour and I’m also planning to take dance lessons. Doing all these things can make me crazy but it can really help me out. I’m also now learning to eat vegetables which I really don’t like before. I’ve just realized that my life before is weak, very unhealthy and boring. I have also a time now for reading, writing and a limited time to surf the net. Self-discipline is much-needed to be able to achieve goals. Life is happy when you just let yourself to be happy.
I know someday I can meet many more guys in my life. I have a long long way to go for a serious relationship. I have to graduate first and work. Thinking of him can just ruin my life. I know my soul mate doesn’t come yet so it’s fine, world is just keep on moving carrying a lot of problems in it so I have to do it too. I’m tough, God is with me. I’m happy for them and I’m praying for them. We are now living in different lives already. I know he’s not the right guy for me, because if he was, he can never do that to me. I just have to pretend now that being with him was just a wonderful dream that turned out to be a nightmare.
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Feb 26, 2011 @ 16:54:31
hey…. your soul mate is waiting patiently for you round the corner for the day you are ready
Feb 28, 2011 @ 09:44:30
hh. Thank you tinkerbelle for that advice. You were the first one commented here on my blog.
Mar 09, 2011 @ 15:56:30
wow, thats cool! thanks for visiting mine 🙂
Mar 19, 2011 @ 20:10:20
nice blog, enjoyed going through it 🙂
Mar 19, 2011 @ 23:33:57
Thank you Habiba, it’s good to hear that. It inspires me more.
Mar 27, 2011 @ 12:47:57
Hey Fey, thanks for checking out my post. I really appreciate. I also took the liberty to read some of yours as well; great job on your writing as well. This post in paticular grabbed my attention. I just want to tell you that, through this life; there aren’t any mistakes…simply lessons. So, I hope you don’t regret the time you had with your past beau; he just added another lesson for you to truly enjoy your soulmate whenever he does comes along. 😉
Mar 29, 2011 @ 14:30:00
Yes. That’s really true. I really learned a lesson from this, it was really a challenge, thank you for appreciating my post. I hadn’t expect it.
Apr 01, 2011 @ 09:04:52
Beautiful blog. This post also caught my attention, I went through a dark point in my life before I learned the lesson that Deeone has shared. I don’t think anything truer could be said.
Much Love
Astra Wally
Apr 02, 2011 @ 01:51:09
It’s good to hear that. Every challenge in life has a gift after all. Thank you for reading it :))